What will it take?

hmmmm not really getting into the flow of this blogging thing but thought I would write something at least. Only a few days to Christmas but not really feeling in the spirit of it... can't put my finger on why. I have a tree up with presents under it, I made cards and gifts for friends, I have been wishing people merry Christmas left, right and centre and giving lots of Christmas hugs but something is missing. Still have 3 more days of work though so mentally that is a barrier...somehow I don't think it's that as I have worked up until Christmas Eve for as long as I can remember. Maybe I have to go back to my youth and go to a carol service, maybe in a church-that smell of incense is nostalgic and comforting. Maybe I will wear a Santa Hat to work on Christmas Eve!